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I See....

I see AJ on a fantastic white wooden front porch after a summer's afternoon rain. He is wearing blue jeans, leaning back in his chair, his bare feet up on the railing. I see wise eyes and a wife with shining ones opening up the front door to join him.

AJ-the gift you gave me today is unexplainable with words. Thank you.

I see Juner in her backyard opening up a freezer bag with her daughter. Amazement runs through their watery eyes at the stench of decomposition.

I see KJB in a room that does not need light bulbs. I see chartreuse walls, red couches and funky posters. I see the widest smile. I can so see her rolling her eyes.

I see The Bard in a quiet room with the glow of the computer screen as the only light, hiding the most beautiful parts about him behind his curly hair.

I see Morgan, my first favorite, searching everywhere to bring truth to his blog. I see him on his hands and knees, looking down the sewers, peering through fences, looking into life a step beyond.

I am not picking favorites here (but you all are). When my picture is complete, you will probably find yourself here, too.
If I have commented on your site, it is because I think you are wonderful and your stories have made me laugh, cry or think. I believe fantastic talent lies within your soul.

Thank you for all the time you have spent with me thus far.



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Queenie said…
I think I went a little to Romper Room....
Thursday, 17 June 2004 at 22:23:00 GMT-4
Bard_of_Atlantis said…
Thank you for your words, they brought a much needed smile today, As always visiting this site is always a pleasure
Friday, 18 June 2004 at 00:09:00 GMT-4
Karri Bowman said…
aw....you described me perfectly! i'm so happy to have been a part of your imagination today.. :)
Friday, 18 June 2004 at 03:09:00 GMT-4
Anonymous said…
You know, the "toad bag" is finally gone! It basically turned into a green/black melted thing with legs sticking out of it.
Friday, 18 June 2004 at 10:14:00 GMT-4
AJ in Nashville said…
I was only sharing the gift that you have been giving us all for weeks now, Beth. Thank you.

:)
Friday, 18 June 2004 at 10:16:00 GMT-4
Morgan said…
Thank you Queenie. That's kind of you. I feel grateful that you noticed and encouraged me! I'm always inspired by your blogs, by how earnest they are.
I'm also inspired by your determination to write, especially since I've been slacking recently. Thank you.
Friday, 18 June 2004 at 10:33:00 GMT-4
Phoesable said…
This is a great blog for getting to know other great bloggers... thanks, Queenie. Thanks also for your comment on my site, for being so encouraging. It's a real kindness.
Friday, 18 June 2004 at 16:46:00 GMT-4
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